So I'm gonna be 22 this year.
No big deal I suppose, But I've seen such a dramatic change in my life I don't know what to do with myself.
I actually feel like I have changed.
Over the past 4 years, since I've been married, I haven't felt any different. I felt awkward because I didn't really know who I was, or what to do, but now that I've been on my own with just my husband for almost one year, I finally feel like I am me, or like I am becoming who I am supposed to be, especially in Christ.
I am learning how to make decisions for myself and my family, ministry, I am learning to let go, I am learning to be okay with who I am, with the mercies that are given to us, everyday, new, fresh, filled with Life through Christ.
I am excited for the adventures to come, especially with my husband.
I finally feel like we're ready!!!
To start hiking, up the side of the mountain.

I am hungry to know my Creator, to be satisfied in Him.
I think I am getting that lately.

I feel so happy when I think of God, even when it comes to the things that are difficult to accomplish, but it's not me anyways who does, it's his grace.

But I mean even when I feel down about at first, he helps me to see the bigger picture, HIM!

I've been taking a break from my normal schedule, and just kind of letting it be, life, whatever I suppose and God has been blessing that.

I am learning to take time to Praise him!
To thank Him for what He has done in my life, and the people around me.
I am excited, more and more about Christ and the power of His resurrection.

It's tough stuff to swallow, and even more to digest.
But oh well, that is the price I must pay,
but I want Christ to my focus and my end goal.


Really that is it.
Nothing else matters.

Does anyone feel the same way?