will healing come?

Thursday, I am meeting with Mike Morgan,
A dear friend of mine, for lunch.
I used to be in a band with him.
Judah called him yesterday to see if we all could talk.
You see over the weekend I went to see his band play, listening to them, talking to them, well it was just like my scabs were being peeled open again.
It hurt being there too much.
So Judah and I decided we need to talk about how much my feelings are hurt.

I am glad that I have Judah, he helps me so much.
I really hope that when I meet with Mike I will be able to be kind and loving, but able to express my heart.
My prayer is that healing will come between us.
It is about time.
It's been a year now.

I am ready to move on.

p.s.
please pray that I would seek to Find God's love, approval and satisfaction.
that is all I want.