Mr. & Mrs. Cinderella

I so LOATHE and DETEST favoritism.

I am sick of cleaning the house and never getting thanked, when someone else decides to do the slightest amount of chore and is praised for their efforts.

I am sick of getting notes requesting to remember to clean up after our selves, even though "we" are the only ones who clean up after our selves and God forbid that we might leave a few crumbs on the kitchen stove "ONCE".

I am sick and tired of feeling like we can't live in our home, while no one else is made to feel that way.

I am sick of paying more rent, taking care of the house, the animals, keeping the house warm, and keeping it clean, while NO ONE else lifts a finger.

I am sick of waking up in the morning, leaving the house and seeing a heart drawn on the snow glistened car window of "the beloveds."

I am sick of feeling like Mr. and Mrs. Cinderella.




"This life isn't meant to make us happy, nor anyone else, it's meant for making God happy.
I want the day to come, when I will consider it PURE joy, the trials that come my way, and if I never see an end to this unhappiness, that I will find JOY in the God who does love me.
A God who isn't a God of favortism, a God who loves each and everyone of us equally, WHO HAS a HEAVENLY home for us, and will be welcoming, and never make me feel like I can't stay, but let me know that it is my home.

OH how I hope for my home in heaven, more than ever.
I don't want to Store Treasures on earth, but in heaven, for this earthly home only has things that will rot and waste away.

God change me, not my circumstances, so that I may bring glory to your name.

Give me strength.

If that is one thing I can learn, this earth isn't my home.
And that God is the only one that I need to make happy, and that God is the only one who can make me happy."