It's just one of those days where all I want to do is sleep.

Oddly enough I don't mind if the weather stays cold, or if there is snow on the ground, or if the days are short. I know that spring is on it's way, but I am really having a hard time thinking about the future.

I am struggling with so many things right now. Making big decisions and wondering if I should get another job.

There are a few things that have been on my heart.

1. finding a new home

2. making something more of my music

3. adopting a child

4. leaving the country on a mission trip

5. supporting an organization that is bringing peace in the middle east

I know all these things are a going to be a process. I am impatient, I want these things to happen now! I want to have these things by spring, but I know that I won't.

I want to be happy with where I am at, and be content in knowing that God is preparing me for these things, but I can't help but feel a little depressed that there isn't much progress.