blegh!!!!

Life can be so frustraiting at times.
But if I would just take the focus off myself, it wouldn't be so bad.

God has been doing some amazing things in my life, and Satan is doing his best to bring me back to place I was before.
I don't want to let him win!

I am more than a conqueror.
And nothing can seperate me from the love of God.

I am so grateful for all that God has done for me, and it's time that I start living that way.


I am really having a hard time with my family lately. It's so hard to love them.
I just got rid of one sin in my life...and now another one is brewing inside me.
I have a problem with bitterness.
I REAL big problem with it.

I can't stand people who are hypocritical and show favortism.

I don't want to go into details, other than it's eating me up inside.
I specifically, do what I can to stay away from my home, so that I can be at peace in my heart.

I just recently made peace with my brother-in-law's girlfriend. No longer do I have a grudge against her... And I felt so free and closer to God since then.
Now I have another grudge.
I don't want this.
It make my insides hurt, literally.

I don't know if there is a spirit of grudge in my home or what, or if this is my weekness. But I want God to take control.

Please pray for me.I want to walk in God's fullness and glory, but I can't when I am allowing my flesh to have it's way.

I am learning so much, and I am becoming new everyday, but when my old nasty self starts coming back, it's time to fight back even harder.
I know I can win this battle.
I know that I can be free.
I am sick and tired of tasting God's goodness, I want to be submerged and overflowing with Him.


This soon shall pass.