I want to find my value in Christ.


I don't want to dress a certain way, look a certain way to make people want to be around me, like me, want me, notice me, find me beautiful or attractive, I want the beauty of Christ living in me to attract others to Christ, to want to know him, to notice the change in my life caused by Him.

I am feeling really ashamed of myself because I can see this sin in my life.
I am egotistical and full of myself.
I am Selfish and I want the approval of man rather than God.

God help me to find who I am in you.
Help me to realize just how much you love me and desire me.
You have plans to protect me and prosper me.
You know my thoughts and my deeds, every hair on my head.

God please forgive me for trying to hard to find fulfillment in what people think of me rather than what you think of me.

Your love never fails.
The way you see me will never change.
You love me and I want to love you.

Father God, be the lover of my soul.
Be the reason I live and breathe.
Be with me when I rise and when I sleep.
When I eat and drink.
And when I get ready for the day, when I fix my hair and when I put my clothes on.
Let me exude you and not me.
Because you are the one who deserves all the glory and praise.

I love you God, this is my hearts cry right now.
I believe you will change me.
I am sorry, and sorry to all.